Saturday 24 September 2011

Reaching up for the SKY

Reaching for the sky,
to get involve in some
star catching,
moon staring,
sun glaring,
cloud floating, 
wind storming,
rain falling,
rainbow forming,
lightning striking,
and become Einstein ;D

I would never admit who am I if I dont do something great with my life.
Its great so far. But I am not gonna stop being great. =D

随缘吧

即使现在没希望
但时间仍然漂流
未来又会如何呢?
我们的路可能再相遇
或可能途中有另个缘
我不会在此步等待
人会变,这无法改
如果却约定了未来
我也只能放慢脚步
回头仰望你的到来


习惯就好,习惯就好 ~ =)

Wednesday 21 September 2011

Kindergarden

walked by Q-dees this morning and saw the kids having swimming lessons..
so fun~~!
it brought up some kindergarden memories.
I remember I was a teacher's pet already that time (hahah. i tink)
And I was definitely cuter, have a rounder face and
especially BIGGER eyes xD

<photo coming soon>

I do not remember who I was with,
their faces are a blur and their name forgotten.
But I do remember it was fun
a place where children let their unbounded imagination fly.
I get to swim, draw, colour, listen to stories
and play play play...
without a care about the world.


I had a childhood friend living across the road. A girl, older by 1 year.
We visit each other and play games almost everyday.
even barbie dolls but we thrash them up cuz we make them have a bitch fight.
I remember having a huge garden with flowers.
And I could just run around playing with my dog.
Or chasing after rabbits.
Or plunging into the shallow pond by the side when it undergoes a cleaning.
It was fun being a child.
Being an adult doesn't mean all that is gone.
Just that it is a choice to make.
And I chose to take both responsibilities and have fun on at the same time. =)

Tuesday 20 September 2011

Specially for You x11


Dedicated to my best friends – jayshen, celia, joey, ken phua, Edwin, jinghui, kent woh, xinmei, wanting, shalee and keanyung.


You guys are soooooooooo special
That you are irreplaceable.
Just going out with you guys,
Is enough to make my day.
With the lame jokes(credits to joey) and all,
Making fine memories that lasts.

This time I stayed awake till 4am
writing blog posts of you guys
because lia said my blog lately is depressing
and I thought I cheered it up
then I thought of you guys.

Even though we are flying off one by one,
And I’m leaving soon,
creating a distance between us.
But we will be back pretty soon as well
And we will once again partay and gather as usual.
So do not be clouded by the separation ahead
We can meet on Skype
And still yamcha together through webcam
For we are best friends forever
I do believe.


One of the main reasons
I want to come back to Malaysia
Will be because of you guys.
And as Ken phua said,
Do not get married till all of us are back
So if you can’t be good, play safe
Till we are once again gathered
at this place where we met
and spent most our days together
=)


And to those that I appreciate yet did not include here, you guys are not excluded in this too.


JenJuan
@keanyung I was thinking of leaving you out. So you better be seng mok xD

Chronicles of Our Friendship


A fuck can be a hump
A smurf can be a hump
A bump can also be a hump
But a bumper is not a hump nor a bump nor a fuck nor a smurf

And there’s the awkward actions…
the Awkward turtle
the Awkward baby turtle
the Awkward balloon
the Awkward point
the Awkward cow
The unicorn fuck
And the snail hand bump

The best one will be this…
I want to see kean yung’s
Mas-Ter-Bed………………………………………..rooom
The epic revelation

~ peace \/

Feeling like a King


Recalling back to the past or even now, the present,
I feel like a King (not at home though, there’s a Queen here)

I was the
president, the conductor, the drum major,
the assistant head prefect that do nothing much and sleep in class even though a teacher is present,
the best volleyball player in the school team,
the champion in my badminton training program,
the role model, the leader, the captain,
the teachers’ pet(?) – lecturers keep referring me as one of the best students in college?
And might have been the president of the student union and make drastic changes and improvements.

Hahaha. I’m getting a big head. Yeah, I am.. xD
Or you could say a whole lot of self confidence and a grasp on what my capabilities are =D
However, overconfidence can kill.
That’s what happened with Biology. A B+!! #@%&*#
Don’t know what happened.
Did not keep tracked of my marks and was not notified about my progress.
Or maybe that report which was not return and told of the mark was to blame.
Although I like the lecturer pretty much. Still… DAMN!! =(
I was pretty naughty in class that time too >.<

I know I am not the social type where I will be the center of every conversation.
Royal people are different. I’m cool and some people said I’m Korean xD
But I still do envy those people that are in the spotlight most of the time as the funny, witty and talkative one sometimes.
A king needs some attention ya know >.<

The only regret was not winning a medal or a competition with my team. I wish I could turn back time and redo it. It would have sweeten that memory A LOT!

But, I am glad that I was a part of it,
working hard together towards one same goal,
cheering and supporting one another.
Even though we did not get that medal,
In my heart we were winners,
As we had put all our effort, tried our best
and most importantly
Enjoyed the process.
I thank you guys for your
Hard work, tolerance and support,
you guys were not only just great
but SIMPLY AWESOME
to me and forever will be.

~This sounds like a king’s speech. I’m king! Wahahahaha!!

I’m king yet I accept any challengers, competitors along the way.
If you have the confidence to do it, come on!
As long as you do not drag me down because I will send you straight to the gallows immediately ;D

And if you really beat me to it
You will be king,
I will be your advisor, your knight, your vanguard, your butler and your follower
To serve the king I believe in to the end.
If and only if you earned my acknowledgement and respect.
So stand up, to those who dare to be my King or Queen.
I await your arrival. =)

Ambitions


I love the sky.
Everything that made up the sky,
Clouds, rain, sun,
thunder, lightning, wind
Not forgetting when it’s dark,
The moon and stars.
And the rare eclipse,
wishing stars and meteor showers.

I am interested in the weather and in the field of meteorology
It might be my job, to stare into outer space, finding new planets and naming it after ME! ;D
Or the thrill of chasing a tornado across the plain. ><
Or predicting weather from instrumental scales to prepare innocent people.
Or just lazing under a shady tree and stare at the blue, wide sky
And try to get a shot of the majestic lightning streaking across the gloomy sky. =D

Then again that might not work,
And I may be a geologist or a scientist
Exploring the wilderness in search of solutions to world problems
Finding weird stones and fossils
Discover something amazing, living like Indiana Jones
Or just screwing something up and go BOOM! =P

Then again in Malaysia, that might not work out.
And in this world which Money is a necessity.
So, I aim to be a CEO, the top management,
Not just to earn money,
To direct business towards the well being of mankind and nature,
To contribute to society and meet all kinds of people.
To continue being the boss and direct people around me. xD

Then I could get a villa,
Either in the mountains or by the sea,
With a perfect view of the sky,
That I can hold a party every week
And send a chauffeur to get my best friends
So we paaartaay and get wasted
And let the cleaners worry.

*Even if I din manage to be CEO or get the villa,
My house will be open for you guys to have a party bash together.
Then I need 2 houses,
One to wreck and one to stay. Hahah.
This has been in my thoughts and my ambition for some time now =)*

These are BIG BIG dreams.
They are not certain to come true,
But if I step on it,
And engage in it,
I might be able to pull it off.

p.s. I din forget my family ;)
& I miss out on the vacation to all places around the world
& the extreme sports I want to play xD

Monday 19 September 2011

雨后天晴


下雨天了怎么办 我好想你 不敢打给你 我找不到原因 什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉 沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我听雨滴


天灰了 下雨了
心情低落 感觉悲凉
要继续这样到何时?

坦白地仰望天空
被细细雨滴淋湿衣衫
清洗一切哀吊

才露出那温暖的光泽
灿烂的七彩
只剩欢乐的记忆

All time low


Just a simple matter
in moments may lead you
feeling under the weather
as if the whole world seems to crash down.

Yet life doesn't stop there.
Assignments, datelines
they won’t stop coming
not waiting for you to recover.
Challenges, opportunities
they expect you initiate immediate action
not once waiting for you.

Life goes on,
without giving you a breather
even when you hit an all time low.

You just have to be great even at your worst moment
strive, be professional
and grab at the glimpse of chance
to climb out of despair
for continuing your sorrow
ain't bringing you anywhere.

Face reality, stare it down,
and a whole new world will spring towards you,
full of surprises and wonders

Words and Expressions


words that are written, spoken
do not necceserally display the truth
as there are no expressions
which may led to misconception.
the way you write, you speak, you convey your message
has the ability to affect the receiver.
from how expressive you write,
the tone you speak with,
the gestures,
the facial expressions you put on,
these will tore your lies away,
and display the simple truth behind.

that's why I rather have you meet and talk to me.
for I am interested in how you express yourself and react
from your tone to your gaze.


-Lie to Me-

Sunday 18 September 2011

Frustration of a Writer's Block

its on my mind yet
  I do not know how to express it in words.
    can i do facial expressions?

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An hour walk with Patch.

First time ever walking my dog for ONE WHOLE HOUR!!
   got mosquito bites all over (DAMN YOU MOS!! DIE!!)

Patch climb into the excavated land that was formerly for a mosque leaving me outside as mosquito food =.=
   I sat outside by the roadside, waiting for him to come back out. It is not easy to get in that land.

sitting by the roadside
the road ahead is not clear, the end seems far, 
but, if you have made up your made and initiate action,
you would soon realize that you have reach your goal.
Do not be afraid of taking the first step, its just a stepping stone to your GOLD

after half an hour, I finally got tired of killing the never ending horde of mosquitoes and make through thickets of wild grass to find patch.
Wild flowers growing in the wilderness..
Amazing how it endure the harsh, dried land and sprout such beautiful, purple flowers.  
Strive, take your stand and Bloom!

On the way back, i spotted some weird stuff...
what's that? a ball??
totally looks like a ball...


its a FRUIT!! *shocked*
the only one around. LOL. so weird yet amazing xD


A feather. Looks pretty clean after the rain. =)

Don't know what went on fire. No sirens though. 

 Seems like flowers have feelings...

Reaching towards you
Let our vines entwine with one another

And finally my "Master", which I need to wait on for so long..

 "I spot a friend *shakes tail*"

He's paws are awfully dirty. you are NOT ALLOWED in the house brother.


 in the end, he still get to come in after managing to hold him off for 30mins...

Your Thoughts












This post is blank.
Because,
I don't know any of them 
unless you open up and tell me.
Otherwise it will just leave me
guessing, assuming and wondering.
Which may lead to a
hope that wasn't even there, misunderstanding or even arguments.

So open up, be clear,
I want to know what are you thinking...

Music a way of expressing Emotions..

我知道我存在的意義
我知道我偉大的目的
就算我會失去生命
留下痛苦的痕跡 我願意
就算我頭上帶荊棘
也是愛你的證據

才再見就想你 我得保密 不讓你太得意 電話卻泄了底 在你眼裡 我無所遁形 我愛得不輕 怎麼辦 Aiya

想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会怀念 你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰

她静悄悄的来过,她慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺,还是没有带走了寂寞...

 好朋友只是朋友 只能保留 一点点温柔 我知道 什么时候回头 不打扰你的自由

好的事情最後雖然結束
感動時分就有十分滿足

如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱星季
如果你能给我如果的事

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

那么难得的爱情掉在哪里 
约好的幸福我始终还相信 
难道说 我的爱 还不足以 改变你

感覺到 幸福的預兆 竊聽彼此心跳 接收相同的訊號 


it started a little sad.
    but,
        I chose a happy ending.
it was not by coincidence,
   not by chance,
       just me pressing "stop".
your faith, your destiny, is in your own hands..
   even though it may not be the best, yet it can be great. 

Thursday 1 September 2011

Can I dream of you tonight?


Ever heard a word or a sentence said to you that made you happy til you are literally floating over the clouds on 7th heaven?


This simple question
that made me roll about in bed,
SOOO happy and hyper,
and finally lost sleep over,
sneak off my laptop,
and create this blog
and blog about 5 different matters in one go.

The way she ask it,
like I have to be responsible if she did.
Well, my answer,
will definitely be,
a
yes
even though I don't know
how would I be held responsible..
=)




谈恋爱

谈恋爱,是个美好,快乐的事情
  从追随,约会,说笑,表白...

但,


恋爱是关于两人
     的事,的感情,的未来...
  保证不了未来,以后,
       没伤痛,没挫折,有好的结果...
    我只能保证,这秒,这分,这时,
         疼爱她,保护她,尊重她...

那我,应不应该,趁眼前的快乐,把握机会,
  表白呢?

My Circle of Best Friends Forever

Its been at least 5 years to a decade since we became friends, truly, real goody, best friends. =)

We've 
played under the sun,
grouped as a team,
competed against each other,
cycled around our housing area,
cheered for each other,
studied revised for exams,
make noise in class,
got punished,
laughed over lame jokes,
ate, barbeque-ed, steamboat-ed,
yamcha-ed,
partay,
drink, drank, drunk,
quarreled, outcast-ed one another,
made up, smiled,
when on trips,
took pictures,
and done a whole lot more stuff
TOGETHER
and it wont just end here ^^

This is gay... But I Love U GUYS! =D










yeah.. i put SOHAI pictures that we had long time ago. PEACE \/

Regrets

Life have plenty of regrets, but if you think you made the right choice, just go on ahead on the path you choose with confidence without regrets. Regrets are just what things may have been different if you have decide differently.

My top regrets:

  1. Unable to keep my promises - due to unpredictable future, time, do not have the courage, i just broke it ... all I can say is sorry .. when I am the one that lost most..
  2. Blew away my first relationship - totally my fault, still best friends anyways =)
  3. Ended my second one badly - my fault again
  4. Forgetting all my standard 1 & 2 school mates in JB - really cannot remember, faces blurry too, just remember events, wont be able to see them again I guess =(
  5. Did not go on playing badminton after primary school - i might have been Lee Chong Wei's successor. I was pretty good then 
  6. Spouting unnecessary hurtful words - 病从口入,祸从口出 will be careful..
  7. Getting a B for my Chinese paper in SPM - mum nagging issue.. i know the reason fully on why i got that.
  8. Wish I had more time as President of SMKBU3's band - wanted to make it more fun, exciting and prevent members from dropping or skipping. Even though we have a hell of a coach "Fei Kai", I really thank all the members for their support for making our final year together enjoyable

Maybe the last 2 wasn't really regrets, just putting it on anyways.

我只可以说.....对不起

this post is long overdue-d. It should be meant on 17th of December 2009.

对不起,实现不到我们之间的约定
对不起,我突然间放弃了这段感情
对不起,我没有了耐心在等待下去
对不起,我没给我们所说的新路程一个机会
对不起,我这么无情地提出分手
对不起,我没给你一个好好的交代
对不起,我那么地自私丢掉痛苦继续前走
对不起,我带给你那么多的心痛
对不起......

可是,我敢说我曾经真心的爱过你,超爱你..
           我不会忘记...我忘不了,曾经,与你,有这段美好,幸福的感情..

只希望你快乐安康。