A trip back to my Childhood

Last few weeks, I went back to Johor Bahru. I drove a quarter of the journey, going up to 150km/h till it rained so heavily and it was night. Sight then was a big blur and red alert was on (I'm short-sighted, making it worse). Pretty scary experience, can't really see the white lines on the road and the other cars till they were closer.

Went back there with my dad to check out on our old house which is going to be put on sale soon. I spent around 7 years in JB till the end of Standard 2.  The house was a mess especially the garden. The garden which was once beautiful with bushes, trees, flowers, playful rabbits at one corner and a dog not excluding the pond which I used to jump in for a bath when it is in the process of cleaning. 

I kind of remember how it looked like back then when I was a real monkey climbing the front gate, the stairs from the outside and treating it as a slide, going out to my neighbours house to play, drinking their delicious, splendid, herbal chicken soup. It was real fun without worries. Now I don't think my childhood neighbour friends will remember me, and we won't be as close as we were. I didn't get to meet them as they were outstation this trip, kind of disappointed. But their dad welcome us in to the house and it was almost exactly like how it once was. =)

I walk around my neighbourhood, trying to recollect memories on where was my first crush's house last time. I don't think she's there any more though. Just out of curiosity. We always went to the playground nearby to sit on swings after school. I went there just to see her I guess. Can't get of her enough in school, we were in different classes in standard 2, I dropped class. =( Hahah.

It was a great trip back down to JB, brings back memories, I wonder how are all my friends there doing now, even though I do not remember their names nor their faces much any more. Well, wish them all the best, and I definitely hope to meet them again, so I hope they remember me and call out when they see me. =)

Desires

every guy has a fantasy of their desires, we are guys, designed this way.
well, my current top priority fantasy/desire is getting

a Lap Pillow!

next will be...

Cuddle together under a Blanket watching a Horror Movies at night

(girls seem to like horror movies? I'm not a fan tho)

Just a common Sling your Arm under mine

Lay your Head onto my Shoulder

Walking on the Beach leaving a pair of Footprints

Fighting over Food and Things

& simply Doing Crazy Stuffs Together

And other hidden desires... which are meant to be kept hidden. ;D

T&C applies

1. A girl that I approve of. 

2. As long as condition 1 is met

3. Refer to condition 1

TYVM :D

那些年

穿着那  白衣  深青长裤 
   天真  幼稚  地踏入青春 
      为了  友情  追女孩  恋情 
         的经历  笑过  痛过  哭过
那些年  以成回忆 
   真的  非常  美好  值得回味  的 回忆 ...


那些年，
我，在不同时刻，爱上了两个女孩，
好爱好爱，非常爱，也许可以说，现在，也还爱着她们，只是没像那时那么深刻了。
那些年，已变成过去，无法挽回，
事实上，时间已改变了很多事物，情况完全不同了，很有可能无法再重来。
如果有平行宇宙，
那些年，可能有不同的结果，
但到最后，我相信，我还是会依然爱着你... 
你， 你，
永远是我眼中的苹果。 =)

Winning an Ipad

I won an Ipad. How? By going to Critical Thinking class. ;D

During CT class, we were tasked with creating a new sports game with rules and description bla bla bla.
So I created Aerial Ball.
Its some what like football, just that the goals are in mid-air (like in HP quidditch) and the players must not let the ball touch the ground (captain ball rules).
Aerial Ball has a field as large as a Basketball court with the goals at two ends.
Each side will have 7 players each, a goalkeeper and 6 players.
Players can use any part of their body to control or pass the ball, holding is not accepted and considered a foul.
There are foul plays, offside and so on just like football.
The game will go on for 60 minutes and the team with the most goals win.
So, that was my group's idea.

A few days later, or maybe it was on that day itself, I log onto Facebook and saw an ad on Milo Next Games where they encourage people to submit new sport game ideas to win weekly prizes of tablets and a grand prize of RM10,000.
So, I thought why not, since I already have an idea, I should just enter it and try my luck.
They allowed multiple submission but I just submit that ONE and ONLY IDEA. I put my trust on that idea. haha.
The first week I submitted my idea it failed, so I resubmit it. After the second week, results were not out yet but I cant resubmit my idea again. So I thought something must be wrong and never bothered with it and left it be.
Then... One day, I was getting ready for a nap and my phone suddenly rang. I picked it up. And received the news that I won an Ipad. I was like okay.... only after I put down the phone, I was like OMG!! I WON AN IPAD!! WOOHOO!! OMG OMG!! (well, I was sleepy and didn't expect that) hahahah. I chose to go to the office and collect it myself which I did the next few days with my friend!
and here it is...

Long time no see blog! :D

Was way to busy to write down things on my blog. Partly due to my procrastination.

- thought of changing major to economics, why? Economics is fun, I have totally no problems with it. and I thought why work so hard in biological sciences when I might not be be doing anything with it later. And economics is way easier. And I pretty much like the CEO life. haha.but was encouraged to go with biological sciences first and check it out and go on from there. dilemma...
- finally done my US visa last week
- housing? still stagnant, on-campus is pretty packed. So i guess i have to start contacting off campus housings then. STRESS!!! hahah.
- and I finally finish up my Critical Thinking Assignment after putting it off til the very last 12 hours. first time doing so. shall not repeat this again? =x

- moreover, I'm the newly appointed maid since there's no maid anymore. kind of tiring. especially when u are always nagged and ordered to this and that.

- and i WON AN IPAD 2. DISTRACTION +1 ;D

- oh ya, n i cooked my car. shameful... =.=

But,

maybe busy was just a cover, 

I still have plenty of time to hangout, relax, watch videos, read comics and so on.

maybe I was a little down, or not in the mood.

- i felt beaten down terribly, lost miserably.

- sleeping has been a tough time. always thinks about unnecessary things that passed

- and i have the tendency to avoid problematic things nowadays.

-  home is not what it used to be or feel like anymore

altogether there's no motivation strong enough to make me strive, reach out and achieved. 

and i thought i should start getting serious in things that worth while,

do not do nothing I will regret,

because I  know I will not forgive myself

if my future turns out to be less than great. 

aahhh.. just thinking....

when i need to initiate action...

用不着的话

虽然此时此刻有许多阻碍，
    不方便再走得更近一步，我明白。
但我要多一次机会，如果
   七年后，我们还对这感情有兴趣，
       我会不顾一切，不迟疑地，再追随你。
若我等不及你的归来，有了事业，赚了钱，
    那我就会直接坐上下一般飞机
        飞往你所在的地方，再和你相遇。
因为你，对我来说，已经够完美了。




如果，你真的，对这感情有兴趣...

closing another chapter of my life. peace out \/

should have grab hold of your hands when I had the chance
*smacks my forehead! x)*

Those Days

My mum suddenly asked me

Which of your friend loved the 

Ban Seng's Sin Chau Mai or Fried Rice a?

Make me remember the days when you guys came over
and we had a slumber party gang,
making my room so crowded.
Having meals together,
my parents will dapao Ban Seng's food,
Jayshen and Kentwoh will be fighting for the Fried Rice.
Going to club and swim,
water slide down and making a splash.
Not forgetting making a WhirlPOOL in the Jacuzzi area.
Playing volleyball at the park in the middle of the night.
Those days were definitely fun.
And I miss them.

Soooo,
Shall we make another version of this when we are older and all back together? ;D

the SKY as Art

this post is all about the wonders above us =)

Sunrise!! Rise and shine to a brilliant morning!!

Time to go to class/work!

Have a nice day! :D

the Cloudy Sky shooting a Ray of Sunshine on the Beach

Blinding flash, a Roadway to Atlantis ;D

 A kid playing by the beach under the Warm, Dazzling rays of the Sun

Sunset by the Beach =)

The sky after a RainShower

Refreshingly anew. Beautiful. ^^

 

The hidden Sun Shines Brightly Once Again! =)

Everything is Fine and Bright again :D

The Reflection of the Sky
The Other Side of the Sky ;D

Driving along the sunset

Facing towards the Sunset

 

 The splendid colours of a Sunset =)

Playing with the Sun:
狗食日 eating the sun~ >.<

Sun: Peekaboo! x)

月亮姐姐好美哦！
beautiful moon~

Playing with the moon.. NIKE style! xD

&... I <3 YOU! ;D

My own creation of the Sky in my room
Make your Wish =)

Reaching up for the SKY

Reaching for the sky,
to get involve in some
star catching,
moon staring,
sun glaring,
cloud floating, 
wind storming,
rain falling,
rainbow forming,
lightning striking,
and become Einstein ;D

I would never admit who am I if I dont do something great with my life.
Its great so far. But I am not gonna stop being great. =D

随缘吧

即使现在没希望

但时间仍然漂流

未来又会如何呢？

我们的路可能再相遇

或可能途中有另个缘

我不会在此步等待

人会变，这无法改

如果却约定了未来

我也只能放慢脚步

回头仰望你的到来

习惯就好，习惯就好 ~ =)

Kindergarden

walked by Q-dees this morning and saw the kids having swimming lessons..
so fun~~!
it brought up some kindergarden memories.
I remember I was a teacher's pet already that time (hahah. i tink)
And I was definitely cuter, have a rounder face and
especially BIGGER eyes xD

<photo coming soon>

I do not remember who I was with,

their faces are a blur and their name forgotten.

But I do remember it was fun

a place where children let their unbounded imagination fly.

I get to swim, draw, colour, listen to stories

and play play play...

without a care about the world.



I had a childhood friend living across the road. A girl, older by 1 year.

We visit each other and play games almost everyday.

even barbie dolls but we thrash them up cuz we make them have a bitch fight.

I remember having a huge garden with flowers.

And I could just run around playing with my dog.

Or chasing after rabbits.

Or plunging into the shallow pond by the side when it undergoes a cleaning.

It was fun being a child.

Being an adult doesn't mean all that is gone.

Just that it is a choice to make.

And I chose to take both responsibilities and have fun on at the same time. =)

Specially for You x11

Dedicated to my best friends – jayshen, celia, joey, ken phua, Edwin, jinghui, kent woh, xinmei, wanting, shalee and keanyung.

You guys are soooooooooo special

That you are irreplaceable.

Just going out with you guys,

Is enough to make my day.

With the lame jokes(credits to joey) and all,

Making fine memories that lasts.

This time I stayed awake till 4am

writing blog posts of you guys

because lia said my blog lately is depressing

and I thought I cheered it up

then I thought of you guys.

Even though we are flying off one by one,

And I’m leaving soon,

creating a distance between us.

But we will be back pretty soon as well

And we will once again partay and gather as usual.

So do not be clouded by the separation ahead

We can meet on Skype

And still yamcha together through webcam

For we are best friends forever

I do believe.

One of the main reasons

I want to come back to Malaysia

Will be because of you guys.

And as Ken phua said,

Do not get married till all of us are back

So if you can’t be good, play safe

Till we are once again gathered

at this place where we met

and spent most our days together

=)

And to those that I appreciate yet did not include here, you guys are not excluded in this too.

JenJuan

@keanyung I was thinking of leaving you out. So you better be seng mok xD

Chronicles of Our Friendship

A fuck can be a hump

A smurf can be a hump

A bump can also be a hump

But a bumper is not a hump nor a bump nor a fuck nor a smurf

And there’s the awkward actions…

the Awkward turtle

the Awkward baby turtle

the Awkward balloon

the Awkward point

the Awkward cow

The unicorn fuck

And the snail hand bump

The best one will be this…

I want to see kean yung’s

Mas-Ter-Bed………………………………………..rooom

The epic revelation

~ peace \/

Feeling like a King

Recalling back to the past or even now, the present,

I feel like a King (not at home though, there’s a Queen here)

I was the

president, the conductor, the drum major,

the assistant head prefect that do nothing much and sleep in class even though a teacher is present,

the best volleyball player in the school team,

the champion in my badminton training program,

the role model, the leader, the captain,

the teachers’ pet(?) – lecturers keep referring me as one of the best students in college?

And might have been the president of the student union and make drastic changes and improvements.

Hahaha. I’m getting a big head. Yeah, I am.. xD

Or you could say a whole lot of self confidence and a grasp on what my capabilities are =D

However, overconfidence can kill.

That’s what happened with Biology. A B+!! #@%&*#

Don’t know what happened.

Did not keep tracked of my marks and was not notified about my progress.

Or maybe that report which was not return and told of the mark was to blame.

Although I like the lecturer pretty much. Still… DAMN!! =(

I was pretty naughty in class that time too >.<

I know I am not the social type where I will be the center of every conversation.

Royal people are different. I’m cool and some people said I’m Korean xD

But I still do envy those people that are in the spotlight most of the time as the funny, witty and talkative one sometimes.

A king needs some attention ya know >.<

The only regret was not winning a medal or a competition with my team. I wish I could turn back time and redo it. It would have sweeten that memory A LOT!

But, I am glad that I was a part of it,

working hard together towards one same goal,

cheering and supporting one another.

Even though we did not get that medal,

In my heart we were winners,

As we had put all our effort, tried our best

and most importantly

Enjoyed the process.

I thank you guys for your

Hard work, tolerance and support,

you guys were not only just great

but SIMPLY AWESOME

to me and forever will be.

~This sounds like a king’s speech. I’m king! Wahahahaha!!

I’m king yet I accept any challengers, competitors along the way.

If you have the confidence to do it, come on!

As long as you do not drag me down because I will send you straight to the gallows immediately ;D

And if you really beat me to it

You will be king,

I will be your advisor, your knight, your vanguard, your butler and your follower

To serve the king I believe in to the end.

If and only if you earned my acknowledgement and respect.

So stand up, to those who dare to be my King or Queen.

I await your arrival. =)

Ambitions

I love the sky.

Everything that made up the sky,

Clouds, rain, sun,

thunder, lightning, wind

Not forgetting when it’s dark,

The moon and stars.

And the rare eclipse,

wishing stars and meteor showers.

I am interested in the weather and in the field of meteorology

It might be my job, to stare into outer space, finding new planets and naming it after ME! ;D

Or the thrill of chasing a tornado across the plain. ><

Or predicting weather from instrumental scales to prepare innocent people.

Or just lazing under a shady tree and stare at the blue, wide sky

And try to get a shot of the majestic lightning streaking across the gloomy sky. =D

Then again that might not work,

And I may be a geologist or a scientist

Exploring the wilderness in search of solutions to world problems

Finding weird stones and fossils

Discover something amazing, living like Indiana Jones

Or just screwing something up and go BOOM! =P

Then again in Malaysia, that might not work out.

And in this world which Money is a necessity.

So, I aim to be a CEO, the top management,

Not just to earn money,

To direct business towards the well being of mankind and nature,

To contribute to society and meet all kinds of people.

To continue being the boss and direct people around me. xD

Then I could get a villa,

Either in the mountains or by the sea,

With a perfect view of the sky,

That I can hold a party every week

And send a chauffeur to get my best friends

So we paaartaay and get wasted

And let the cleaners worry.

*Even if I din manage to be CEO or get the villa,

My house will be open for you guys to have a party bash together.

Then I need 2 houses,

One to wreck and one to stay. Hahah.

This has been in my thoughts and my ambition for some time now =)*

These are BIG BIG dreams.

They are not certain to come true,

But if I step on it,

And engage in it,

I might be able to pull it off.

p.s. I din forget my family ;)

& I miss out on the vacation to all places around the world

& the extreme sports I want to play xD

雨后天晴

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你 不敢打给你 我找不到原因 什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉 沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我听雨滴

天灰了 下雨了

心情低落 感觉悲凉

要继续这样到何时？

坦白地仰望天空

被细细雨滴淋湿衣衫

清洗一切哀吊

才露出那温暖的光泽

灿烂的七彩

只剩欢乐的记忆

All time low

Just a simple matter

in moments may lead you

feeling under the weather

as if the whole world seems to crash down.

Yet life doesn't stop there.

Assignments, datelines

they won’t stop coming

not waiting for you to recover.

Challenges, opportunities

they expect you initiate immediate action

not once waiting for you.

Life goes on,

without giving you a breather

even when you hit an all time low.

You just have to be great even at your worst moment

strive, be professional

and grab at the glimpse of chance

to climb out of despair

for continuing your sorrow

ain't bringing you anywhere.

Face reality, stare it down,

and a whole new world will spring towards you,

full of surprises and wonders. 

Words and Expressions

words that are written, spoken

do not necceserally display the truth

as there are no expressions

which may led to misconception.

the way you write, you speak, you convey your message

has the ability to affect the receiver.

from how expressive you write,

the tone you speak with,

the gestures,

the facial expressions you put on,

these will tore your lies away,

and display the simple truth behind.

that's why I rather have you meet and talk to me.

for I am interested in how you express yourself and react

from your tone to your gaze.

-Lie to Me-

Frustration of a Writer's Block

its on my mind yet
  I do not know how to express it in words.
    can i do facial expressions?

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An hour walk with Patch.

First time ever walking my dog for ONE WHOLE HOUR!!

   got mosquito bites all over (DAMN YOU MOS!! DIE!!)

Patch climb into the excavated land that was formerly for a mosque leaving me outside as mosquito food =.=

   I sat outside by the roadside, waiting for him to come back out. It is not easy to get in that land.

sitting by the roadside

the road ahead is not clear, the end seems far, 

but, if you have made up your made and initiate action,

you would soon realize that you have reach your goal.

Do not be afraid of taking the first step, its just a stepping stone to your GOLD

after half an hour, I finally got tired of killing the never ending horde of mosquitoes and make through thickets of wild grass to find patch.

Wild flowers growing in the wilderness..

Amazing how it endure the harsh, dried land and sprout such beautiful, purple flowers.  

Strive, take your stand and Bloom!

On the way back, i spotted some weird stuff...

what's that? a ball??

totally looks like a ball...

its a FRUIT!! *shocked*
the only one around. LOL. so weird yet amazing xD

A feather. Looks pretty clean after the rain. =)

Don't know what went on fire. No sirens though. 

 Seems like flowers have feelings...

Reaching towards you

Let our vines entwine with one another

And finally my "Master", which I need to wait on for so long..

 "I spot a friend *shakes tail*"

He's paws are awfully dirty. you are NOT ALLOWED in the house brother.

 in the end, he still get to come in after managing to hold him off for 30mins...