Long time no see blog! :D

Was way to busy to write down things on my blog. Partly due to my procrastination.

- thought of changing major to economics, why? Economics is fun, I have totally no problems with it. and I thought why work so hard in biological sciences when I might not be be doing anything with it later. And economics is way easier. And I pretty much like the CEO life. haha.but was encouraged to go with biological sciences first and check it out and go on from there. dilemma...
- finally done my US visa last week
- housing? still stagnant, on-campus is pretty packed. So i guess i have to start contacting off campus housings then. STRESS!!! hahah.
- and I finally finish up my Critical Thinking Assignment after putting it off til the very last 12 hours. first time doing so. shall not repeat this again? =x

- moreover, I'm the newly appointed maid since there's no maid anymore. kind of tiring. especially when u are always nagged and ordered to this and that.

- and i WON AN IPAD 2. DISTRACTION +1 ;D

- oh ya, n i cooked my car. shameful... =.=

But,

maybe busy was just a cover, 

I still have plenty of time to hangout, relax, watch videos, read comics and so on.

maybe I was a little down, or not in the mood.

- i felt beaten down terribly, lost miserably.

- sleeping has been a tough time. always thinks about unnecessary things that passed

- and i have the tendency to avoid problematic things nowadays.

-  home is not what it used to be or feel like anymore

altogether there's no motivation strong enough to make me strive, reach out and achieved. 

and i thought i should start getting serious in things that worth while,

do not do nothing I will regret,

because I  know I will not forgive myself

if my future turns out to be less than great. 

aahhh.. just thinking....

when i need to initiate action...