I just did not believe...

I felt like you are the one,

I thought you are the one,

I dreamt of it,

I wished for it,

but I did not believe it.

I grab your hand,

I just do not want to let the chance go by.

I let you go,

I crossed a line, my heart wavered. 

I just did not believe.

I should have just coolly let that day end.

and go for it again the next time I see you.

that was what I plan to do all along.

but I guess I was just too weak.

just too weak. just did not believe.

I want your attention.

I want your love.

I want you to want me

Future, present, and past

I found future then I met present, but now they are past.

Future is 
bright, independent, 
hardworking, intelligent, 
blur, slow, busy, 
cute...beautiful. 
I look forward to it. 
I dreamt about it.

Present is attractive, crazy, 
vivacious, stunning, passionate... 
I am living in every moment of it. 

Then here comes past, 
so fast, like a sudden gale. 
I will never get to know that future, 
and present ends. 

It is all in the past now.
And what lingers is just 
loneliness and loneliness. :)

不能后悔

不能后悔...

一点都不能

我没权后悔

自己画的线

却 明知跃过

选择要离开

所以我本人

没权力后悔

但我不明白

我的心为何

感到这么痛苦

好痛苦

超痛苦